Lyrics, melody and hook by Deana Marie Angelina I wrote this song about myself…all the nights I silently cried in the shower after he came home smelling of “her” perfume I sobbed tears “water stains” on my pillowcase while he was at his “business meetings” I knew he was cheating I’d confront him he’d call me names didn’t know who I was anymore until until I threw out all his dark colors put on my hot pinks bright whites turned that doorknob and left all his dirty behind me more