Lyrics, melody and hook by Deana Marie Angelina I wrote this song about myself.. all the nights I silently cried in the shower after he came home smelling of “her” perfume sobbed tears “water stains” on my pillowcase while he was at his “business meetings” I knew he was cheating I’d confront him he’d call me names didn’t know who I was anymore until I threw out all his dark colors put on my hot pinks bright whites turned that doorknob and left him, her and all the dirty behind me.more