Growing up struggling with being nonverbal was often really confusing bc when i tried to put things into words, spent all day practicing what to say, how to say it, running the simulations in my mind no matter how hard i tried sometimes i felt like i didnt have a voice. When someone feels like there isnt anything wrong with them and they arent hurting anyone or themselves why do we have to make them not be who they are? All i have ever wanted in my life was for people to hear me and this is me hoping that somewhere out in the world there is others who will hear me. Im sorry for those who might not understand my words or whatever im aware im not the best at communicating but im truly trying to show that just bc i dont look normal or i stim i have real emotions on the inside. We all do regardless if your NT or ND we are all just seeking people who we can resonate with :)more