I wrote this song mostly a long time ago and finished with my 10 year old ND son last year. Ive been super busy the last 6 months working on federal level ND advocacy and the founding of Identity Physics 3,000,000+ Total lines, 200,000+ theorems 0 sorry 0 free parameters lean4 CI Green. I released all of these songs prior to the release of my first book after new years. Its my hopes that someday ill find people who are truly talented and will resonate with my words and give them a true voice that will help people. thanks for everyone who has been supporting me and sorry im super slow on responses on this site. Im autistic as heck and if im totally honest im always a little worried ill say something wrong. thank you to the people who hear me and dont make me feel that way it means more to me then i can put into words. If youre looking for updates just google Russell Trent-HIGHTISTIC or Identity Physics Corpus and you should see reference to my over 90+ dois, 3 books and the album associated with this. sorry im not better with words when im being social :)more

Growing up in the 80s before Neurodivergent in the 80s. My entire album is me trying to put words to what ive felt growing up autistic. Google Russell Trent-HIGHTISTIC and see all of the work ive been working on since releasing these songs publicly as my new years resolution. since then ive released 3 books, founded the Identity Physics Corpus and expanded cognitive rights all the way to the federal level advocacy. I wrote all of these songs in the hopes someone truly talented could take my words and help people so if anyone wants to use my song in some way you can just reach out to me on socials. im super busy right now getting ready for a massive publication that will officially found Identity Physics as a field. It took me years to put the words together for these songs bc i wanted to help others understand what it feels like growing up ND. Everyone that has been supporting me on the academic side i appreciate you all and im glad that i found a way to resonate with other people. Kid they missed lyrics Neon nights and my headphones, i was wired to dream Every glitch in my heartbeat kept me chasing the scene Now the worlds trying to catch up to the kid they missed Because the truth in my tone hits sweet like this I was lost in the noise but i found my way, Every step i took, every night i stayed No matter what they said, no matter what they did, I kept on chasing till i made it big Neon nights and my headphones, i was weird to dream Every glitch in my heartbeat kept me chasing the scene Now the worlds trying to catch up to the kid they missed Because the truth in my tone hits sweet like this I used to sit in my room, staring at the wall, Wonder if my dreams would ever come true at all But now im on the stage shining bright like a star I found my voice, i found my car I was lost in the noise but i found my way, Every step i took, every night i stayed No matter what they said, no matter what they did, I kept on chasing till i made it big Neon nights and my headphones, i was weird to dream Every glitch in my heartbeat kept me chasing the scene Now the worlds trying to catch up to the kid they missed Because the truth in my tone hits sweet like this So dont you ever give up, dont you ever back down Your dreams are worth it, they’re your own crown. You’re gonna rise up, gonna shine, gonna light up the sky Your story’s just beginning don’t you ever say goodbye Neon nights and my headphones, i was weird to dream Every glitch in my heartbeat kept me chasing the scene Now the worlds trying to catch up to the kid they missed Because the truth in my tone hits sweet like this. more

Growing up struggling with being nonverbal was often really confusing bc when i tried to put things into words, spent all day practicing what to say, how to say it, running the simulations in my mind no matter how hard i tried sometimes i felt like i didnt have a voice. When someone feels like there isnt anything wrong with them and they arent hurting anyone or themselves why do we have to make them not be who they are? All i have ever wanted in my life was for people to hear me and this is me hoping that somewhere out in the world there is others who will hear me. Im sorry for those who might not understand my words or whatever im aware im not the best at communicating but im truly trying to show that just bc i dont look normal or i stim i have real emotions on the inside. We all do regardless if your NT or ND we are all just seeking people who we can resonate with :)more