“Moving On” was written upon realizing I no longer wanted to blame myself for a relationship. When you’re asked to give everything you have to take care of others despite holding your cane and barely standing, the burden of getting too close takes its toll when their intentions are misaligned with yours. Broken with shame and guilt, you’re left with shards of what could have been, but never will be. It’s a hard bandage to peel back, but the scar has started to fade and it needs to breathe.
You know how to lie to me
I sure know how to believe
Everything you said to me was robed in mystery
I took up arms to help you fight
Then found out I was on the wrong side
But your speeches moved me to battle so now I'm returning blind
Somewhere down the line you've gotta change it
Well, confrontation's hard when you never taste it
So, I'm Moving On
Why's it always have to go and be my fault again
And because I'm Moving On
I don't wanna think about the things I've lost again
Thought we had family
Until you proved it wrong to me
When you left here for a week without answering anything
Did you notice I pushed my cane
Did you ever see behind your pain
That you made up in the first place
Now it's history
You wanted to ride the coattails I was dragging
But your grip destroyed the fabric so you can have it
So, I'm Moving On
Why's it always have to go and be my fault again
And because I'm Moving On
I don't wanna think about the things I've lost again
You copy and paste the same apology you choose
You never realize the words that you exchanged in the pews
Used to be sacred, rid of the hatred
Consider the places, dozens of faces
You never cared to try to see what's wrong
So, I'm Moving On
Why's it always have to go and be my fault again
Yeah, I'm Moving On
Why's it always have to go and be my fault again
And because I'm Moving On
I don't wanna think about the things I've lost again
You know how to lie to me
I sure know how to believe
Everything you said to me was robed in mysterymore