Some times self doubt kicks in. I know you relate. LYRICS: VERSE 1 - I’m sick of everybody taking advantage of me. Like I’m a stepping stool for everybody to stand on to see. I need someone to save me and I think I’m needing it quick. I’m lower than I think I’ve ever been and I’m strugglin’ with it. HOOK - I think I wanna die right now. But I can’t decide for myself. Don’t know if I’m alive right now. I been fearing for my health. Been told to take my time somehow. But always compared to everyone else. Almost 25 somehow. Wasted so much time and watched it melt. VERSE 2 - You ever prayed for your own death? You ever prayed that you’d never take another step, Out that front door? You ever prayed that your brains on the floor? You ever prayed, that you’d never live another day, In this fucked life? Cause I do almost every fucking night. And it’s killing me, it’s killing me, Did so many drugs, feel like Hillary, Got so many mother fucking pills in me. Ohh silly me. But that’s my destiny. Ain’t glorifying drugs, just organizing what I got left of me. Heaven really been testing me. I don’t even know if its heaven I believe. But when I was at the bottom of this pill bottle, Somebody was there ready catching me. Depression stressing me, it mess with me. Especially, when I see, all my homies 6 feet deep. If they ain’t gone yet, the rest of them dead to me. Pain still fresh to me, but essentially, Use it to my advantage when anybody pressing me. Wear my heart on my sleeve, But now its Lucy that been dressing me. The harder I try, the more I feel that she get obsessed with me.. ((((HOOK)))) BRIDGE - I’m sick of everybody taking advantage of me. Like I’m a stepping stool for everybody to stand on to see. I need someone to save me and I think I’m needing it quick. I’m lower than I think I’ve ever been and I’m strugglin’ with it. ((((HOOOOK))))more