"Everything You Do" started with a slightly inconvenient question: what if the things that annoy me most about you… are suspiciously familiar?
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Jealousy, ego, bad intentions, questionable friendship habits… apparently I had a very detailed file on everyone.
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Then I checked my own records.
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Awkward.
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Maybe we don’t always see people as they are. Maybe sometimes we just recognize pieces of ourselves and give them somebody else’s name.
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Anyway, everything you do was driving me crazy.
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Turns out I was pretty talented too.
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[VERSE]
I checked every name that liked your posts.
I searched your phone most every night.
I asked where you'd been, who you were with.
I turned every silence into lies.
I was sure you'd cross that line someday.
I kept waiting for the proof.
I built a courtroom in my mind...
Long before I knew the truth.
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[PRE CHORUS]
I never found a single thing...
Not one message I could blame.
Then I opened up my own phone...
And every conversation looked the same.
Maybe I was scared you'd do...
What I could have done to you.
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[CHORUS]
Every fault I gave to you...
Had already lived in me.
Every accusation...
Started long before we met.
I thought I knew your every move.
Every motive, every truth.
I wasn't reading who you were...
I was reading myself through you.
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[VERSE]
I said you only called for favors.
Only showed up when life went wrong.
I said our friendship felt transactional.
Like I only mattered when you needed someone.
I told myself you were using me.
That I'd always be your second choice.
The more I repeated that story...
The louder became my own voice.
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[PRE CHORUS]
Then I looked back through my own calls...
Your name was always there.
But only when I needed someone...
Almost never just to ask...
How you'd been.
Maybe I was scared you'd use me...
Because I was using you.
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[CHORUS]
Every fault I gave to you...
Had already lived in me.
Every accusation...
Started long before we met.
I thought I knew your every move.
Every motive, every truth.
I wasn't reading who you were...
I was reading myself through you.
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[VERSE]
I said you loved attention.
Needed every room to turn your way.
I rolled my eyes at every compliment...
You happened to receive.
I called your confidence an act.
Your ambition just a show.
I kept shrinking everything you did...
So I would never have to grow.
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[PRE CHORUS]
Then I caught myself rehearsing...
How they'd say my name tonight.
Maybe I called it all your ego...
So I'd never have to face mine.
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[CHORUS]
Every fault I gave to you...
Had already lived in me.
Every accusation...
Started long before we met.
I thought I knew your every move.
Every motive, every truth.
I wasn't reading who you were...
I was reading myself through you.
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[OUTRO]
I spent so long trying to prove...
The person I believed you were.
Until I finally looked at me...
Instead of looking through you.
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It was never your reflection...
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Just my projection.more