My suicide story sounds like gospel ...if you look where i was in house with not light or electricity in the winter walking to work in the snow after a suicide attempt ... To where I ended up..well it was all love...self love...even if nobody love me I love myself...even my family disown me I will make my own...not fake really family man...we don't have to be related...you just got to make a pact not to betray it...if that is your bro girl dont give her a whirl...more