Two Energies: One is the best version of yourself. The other is a friend who is just a known enemy, usually standing in the way. I made this to remind myself in a positive light that I can overcome & handle anything that comes my way. I encourage the struggle because this is what I was made for. So I invite it! I hope it can bring positive light to anyone out there having a difficult time in life. Or can feel like someone out there understands and gets it too, regardless of whatever struggles they have experienced. "Every hard choice I dare to make is proof my winning journey has begun." -Chevy Baaybeemore

Feelings of disappointment and letting everyone around you who matters down. Letting go of old egos while they die, and also all the things you've told yourself about yourself, absolving everything you think you know and believe, destroying the mental infrastructure you can no longer uphold/maintain. Lies and truths. Contradictions. A little bit of war with the inner child from within. With a splash of bashing past relationships. LYRICS: Oooooooooo You're a sick as yours family secrets Bound by generational shame are you willing to come out from hiding? I'm no good, am I more or less human? I'm vulnerable.Don't hesitate to violate and hate me. Drug addiction pathological lying, I can't tell where the lines define me. Oh no so what. With all this toxic shame just look who's fucking talking. Keep on walking. Connected visions, self built prisons, ascended from penile prisms. Forgotten circumcisions. Oh oh oh oh... Oh oh oh oh... Oh oh oh oh.. Oh oh oh oh... Sleepless nights Sleepless nights. Sleepless nights. Alright.Here we go, one take, one shot, one chance. You regret just about everything that you ever said. Who's to know when i'm all alone I just sink or I grow. So look this time we've all been so tired and It's all too perishable. I know somewhere I let down all my old friends and left not enough room for one. Hit it when it's sudden hit it when it's funded hit it even when your head hangs low. So damn low. I don't know but I won't show, fuck your stupid fuck ass hoe*. You're stupid hoe. more

Those who think they're better just because they think they're somebody, when they fail to realize they're just a nobody who wishes they were somebody. more