Released this song nearly two years ago now (wow it's been that long already). Curious to know people's thoughts! This was self-produced.
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LYRICS:
Give me a boat to sail away
Give me the hope to find a better day
I’ve been defeated, my soul is depleted, and I’m running low
I need to fight the pain in my bones
I need to reignite the fire in my soul
I’ve been fixated on doing my best, but I’m still a wreck
I’ve been fighting off the demons in my bedroom
But trying to rest just leaves me more stressed
Self-medicating towards my own tomb
Can this mess I’ve become still be undone?
Cause I’m not forsaken, I’m just trying to save myself
They say the best is yet to come
I can’t hold the future while I’m coming undone
I’m still fading as the earth keeps rotating, and I slip away
Trying to fight with broken hands
Swimming in the deep with no sign of land
Lost in a wildfire fuelled by hurt from the people I’ve burnt
These nights are feeling longer than the daytime
Wounds might heal, but the pain is still real
I’m feeling the weight of those I’ve left behind
Maybe it’s time I realize
The past made my present, but I’ll let the future decide
Be strong, honestly, I’ve been holding on for so long
This life won’t slip through my hands
I won’t give in, and I won’t let go
Be strong, honestly, I’ve been holding on for so long
This life won’t slip through my hands
I won’t give in, and I won’t let go
Be strong, honestly, I’ve been holding on for so long
This life won’t slip through my hands
I won’t give in, and I won’t let go
Cause I’m not forsaken, I’m just trying to save myself
No, I’m not forsaken, I’m just trying to save myselfmore