Imagin two people being in love yet unable to be together... acceptance of what they have, as well of what can never be.more

I despise you from your head down to your toes Look me in the eye And I'll punch you in the nose It's never easy comes Just easy goes Every day I disbelieve the moron that you chose McClusterfuker Bleed away This wasted day Think I'd rather burn Than live each day in shame I know you're hurt I know I let you down I should've put you first Instead I watched you drown Please know that I'm sorry And I regret my words so much Not a day goes by that I don't miss your touch But I wonder Why was I not enough Tell me again how useless I am Not worthy of trust I watched it end before it could begin Now it hurts And I can't mend Do you have some faith to lend So I can make it end McClusterfukermore

When you deeply care about someone but forced to watch them be hurt over and over again, by the person that they deeply care for themselves, mostly because it's out of your reach to do anything. How would you feel? What kind of monster would you be fighting to keep in control?more