Luxury is here! The song where the truth about me is finally revealed. Over the past few years I have been living my life in a lie. I am not this great, happy and undefeatable person you all envision me as, but rather a defeated and depressed individual with a lot of demons inside of my head. Everyday I wake up feeling depressed and question myself how my life ended up like this. “Why are all these bad things happening to me?” “What did I do to deserve this?” “Why am I always in the wrong place at the wrong time?” Those questions made me belittle myself into something I was not. It turned me into the person I was trying not to be and made me do things to myself that ended up hurting me severely for the past several years which is the reason why I didn’t make music for the past 5 years. I let everything get to my head. And I am sorry to everyone for that. In that time period I failed all of you who really believed in that blonde haired kid from Manalapan who just wanted to live out his dream in the music industry. I have never told anyone about my struggles because I always wanted to seem like that strong figure everyone viewed me as but I have learned that I am just as human as everyone else. I go through these problems on a day to day basis just like everyone else but I could not come to terms with this. So I ran away from these problems and took the easy way out. I took drugs when I lost people in my life due to death because I couldn’t come to terms with losing someone that has been there for me and has loved me all of my life. I rebounded off a bunch of girls when I went through a breakup because I couldn’t come to terms with losing the love of my life. I walked away from music because I felt like I wasn’t good enough and I couldn’t come to terms that my personal life was taking a toll on my music career. I took those unhealthy routes instead of confronting these problems and handling it the right way and it nearly cost me my life. But I am now moving on from this part of my life and starting a new chapter. I battled my demons the right way and won! I learned that music is my true coping mechanism. I shouldn’t be afraid to speak about certain issues I am facing in my life because my microphone is my best friend. This song literally saved my life! Who better to make it with than my guy Mafia and the ClutchTime Squad who has been there for me since the first day I said I wanted to be in the music industry back in 9th grade when everyone else doubted me. I chose to release this song on Good Friday because my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ died for all of my sins on this day and this is going to be the day the old me meets that same fate. So then I can be reborn again and come back stronger and better than ever. So I can be at peace with myself again and do what I love doing best, making music! So yes this has been a tough road but finally coming clean in this song has not only opened up a whole new world for me, but has given me closure about my past and has made me stronger than I have ever been. I guess I really proved that I am truly CLUTCH, and I am now truly living in LUXURY!more