Lyrics:
Hmmm
Hmmm
Every light feels out of reach
Every sound just fades to grey
I’ve been whispering through my dreams
But they all just slip away
The mirror shows a stranger’s eyes
A face I barely know
I keep waiting for a reason
To not let go
I’ve got an empty stare, you know
There’s nothing left that keeps me whole
My heart’s a room that no one owns
I lost the key a long time ago
I trace the scars like fault lines
Where all my yesterdays reside
And I can’t tell if I’m still here
Or just the echo left behind
Life weighs like a stone
It slowly crushes me, pulls me down
And I’m too tired to fight this now
If I vanished into the dark
Would someone come and look for me?
Or would I fade like stars that fall
And never make a memory?
Would my name just drift away
Like dust beneath the pouring rain?
If I vanished into the dark
Would I still feel anything?
Sometimes the darkness feels like home
A shelter where I can be known
It doesn’t ask me who I am
It just forgives the things I’ve done
It wraps around like velvet smoke
Whispers, “You’ve always been enough”
But I can’t tell if that’s its voice
Or just my pain dressed up as love
Life holds me in its jaws
Gnawing away at all I was
And I keep smiling through the loss
If I vanished into the dark
Would someone come and look for me?
Or would I fade like stars that fall
And never make a memory?
Would my name just drift away
Like dust beneath the pouring rain?
If I vanished into the dark
Would I still feel?
Maybe I’m not broken, just unseen
A ghost caught somewhere in between
A breath that never found release
A storm that never made its peace
I’ve tried to shout, I’ve tried to burn
But ashes never seem to learn
How to rise, how to begin
When everything caves in
Fade if I fall
Would you even see it all?
Would you run, would you stay, would you call?
Or just watch me fade if I fall?
Fade if I fall
Into nothing, through it all
Would you reach, would you care at all?
Or let me fade, fade if I fall?
The city sleeps while I stay still
Tracing clouds on window panes
The night breathes cold against my skin
It whispers softly through my veins
I write my name into the glass
To prove I’m real, to feel alive
But it melts beneath the morning light
Like all the things I’ve left behind
There’s a voice inside my head
That sounds a little bit like me
It says “don’t give the dark your breath”
But that’s the only air I breathe
Still I keep the match unlit
Between my shaking fingertips
‘Cause even now, a spark can lie
In the ruins of a life...
If I vanished into the dark
Would someone come and look for me?
Would you trace the trail of my heart
Through the noise of what used to be?
Would my name still reach your lips
Or fade like smoke from sinking ships?
If I vanished into the dark
Would I still feel anything?
There’s a light I see, so small
But maybe it’s enough to call
If I fade, I’ll fade slow
So someone knows where I go
If I fall, don’t let me go
If I fade, please let me glow
Fade if I fall
Fade if I fall
Would you still love me, if I fall?
This song will be available everywhere on November the 3rd !more