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I’m Caiven. I write music for the nights when everything feels too heavy and of the mornings when it’s hard to get out of bed. My songs come from real moments, anxiety, hope, loneliness, trying to find a place in a world that moves too fast. I’m not here to pretend everything’s perfect. I’m here to be honest, even when it’s messy. Every song I release is a piece of me, a way to say what’s too hard to explain out loud. If you’ve ever felt out of place, if you’ve ever needed music to feel less alone, this is for you.
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I’m Caiven. I write music for the nights when everything feels too heavy and of the mornings when it’s hard to get out of bed. My songs come from real moments, anxiety, hope, loneliness, trying to find a place in a world that moves too fast. I’m not here to pretend everything’s perfect. I’m here to be honest, even when it’s messy. Every song I release is a piece of me, a way to say what’s too hard to explain out loud. If you’ve ever felt out of place, if you’ve ever needed music to feel less alone, this is for you.
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Fade If I Fall
Lyrics: Hmmm Hmmm Every light feels out of reach Every sound just fades to grey I’ve been whispering through my dreams But they all just slip away The mirror shows a stranger’s eyes A face I barely know I keep waiting for a reason To not let go I’ve got an empty stare, you know There’s nothing left that keeps me whole My heart’s a room that no one owns I lost the key a long time ago I trace the scars like fault lines Where all my yesterdays reside And I can’t tell if I’m still here Or just the echo left behind Life weighs like a stone It slowly crushes me, pulls me down And I’m too tired to fight this now If I vanished into the dark Would someone come and look for me? Or would I fade like stars that fall And never make a memory? Would my name just drift away Like dust beneath the pouring rain? If I vanished into the dark Would I still feel anything? Sometimes the darkness feels like home A shelter where I can be known It doesn’t ask me who I am It just forgives the things I’ve done It wraps around like velvet smoke Whispers, “You’ve always been enough” But I can’t tell if that’s its voice Or just my pain dressed up as love Life holds me in its jaws Gnawing away at all I was And I keep smiling through the loss If I vanished into the dark Would someone come and look for me? Or would I fade like stars that fall And never make a memory? Would my name just drift away Like dust beneath the pouring rain? If I vanished into the dark Would I still feel? Maybe I’m not broken, just unseen A ghost caught somewhere in between A breath that never found release A storm that never made its peace I’ve tried to shout, I’ve tried to burn But ashes never seem to learn How to rise, how to begin When everything caves in Fade if I fall Would you even see it all? Would you run, would you stay, would you call? Or just watch me fade if I fall? Fade if I fall Into nothing, through it all Would you reach, would you care at all? Or let me fade, fade if I fall? The city sleeps while I stay still Tracing clouds on window panes The night breathes cold against my skin It whispers softly through my veins I write my name into the glass To prove I’m real, to feel alive But it melts beneath the morning light Like all the things I’ve left behind There’s a voice inside my head That sounds a little bit like me It says “don’t give the dark your breath” But that’s the only air I breathe Still I keep the match unlit Between my shaking fingertips ‘Cause even now, a spark can lie In the ruins of a life... If I vanished into the dark Would someone come and look for me? Would you trace the trail of my heart Through the noise of what used to be? Would my name still reach your lips Or fade like smoke from sinking ships? If I vanished into the dark Would I still feel anything? There’s a light I see, so small But maybe it’s enough to call If I fade, I’ll fade slow So someone knows where I go If I fall, don’t let me go If I fade, please let me glow Fade if I fall Fade if I fall Would you still love me, if I fall? This song will be available everywhere on November the 3rd !more
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Worn Out
"Worn Out" is everywhere! Lyrics: I wake up but I don't feel awake Another day that I fake, that I fake Same old room, same old air Still waiting for someone to care Ohhh Ohh Put on my shoes, walk in my head Carry the weight of things I never said Smile to the mirror, nod to the pain Tell myself it's all the same Ohhh Ohhhhh Ohhh Ohhhhh I'm tired of chasing the sun Always running but never done Building dreams out of broken parts Falling asleep with a heavy heart Ohhhhhh I laugh too loud just to feel something I talk too fast just to hide the sinking Everyone says"You're doing fine" But they never stay long enough to find Ohhh Ohhhhh Ohhh Ohhhhh I'm worn out, worn thin Crawling under my own skin Breathing in just to let it out Fading more with every shout Ohhh, Maybe I was never meant to shine Maybe quiet was always mine But it's cold where no one knows How hard it is to just let go Ohhh Ohhh Mmm Mmm Still walking streets that lead to none Still asking questions with no one Still dreaming dreams I don't believe Still wearing hopes pinned on my sleeve Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh Oh I don't need a crowd, I don't need a stage I just need a breath outside this cage I just need a voice to call my own A place where breaking feels like home Ohhh Ohh Ohhhhh Ohhh Ohh Tonight I'm tired but I'm still here Whispering songs no one will hear Tonight I'm tired but I'm still breathing Holding on to something I'm still needing Ohhh Ohhhmore
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Nothing to Wake Up For
You can't miss my new album, "Echoform"! Out everywhere now! This is "Nothing to Wake Up For" Lyrics: Every day's a warzone I didn't enlist for Alarms ring, I just lie there on the floor Eyes open but I'm barely here Just a shell in a small-town sphere They want degrees, careers, a polished face But I'm stuck in my own headspace The world spins, I stay still Take a pill and fake the will They talk about goals, I talk about sleep They build their lives, I dig mine deep And the deeper I go, the less I feel Is this numbness even real? I don't cry, I don't shout I just shut the whole world out They say I'm young, got time to grow But they don't see the undertow Nothing to wake up for No fight left like before I'm breathing, but that's all This life just feels too small And maybe it's my fault, or maybe I'm just tired Of living a script I never desired My parents smile, say "we did our best" But I wear the weight of their unspoken tests Every dream I chase, they own Like I'm building them a second home They say, "you'll thank us when you're older" But I just grow colder and colder You gave me life like a gift wrapped tight Then asked me to carry it through the night I'm not a prodigy, not your plan I'm just a kid trying to understand Why I exist, why I care Why I wake up to the same old stare Nothing to wake up for No voices I ignore No flame inside my chest No goals that make me rest I know I should want more, but what if this is it? What if I'm just someone who doesn't fit? You ever feel like everyone's running And you're just frozen, heartbeat numbing? Like every word you say's rehearsed And even smiling somehow hurts? They say, "open up," but they don't stay Say, "ask for help," then walk away So I talk to walls and not to friends What's the point? It never ends I scroll through lives I'll never lead Watch perfect faces, feel them bleed Inside my mind, I scream, I spin But outside, I just let them win Happiness, sadness, don't know the taste It's all just noise, and I feel erased Don't wanna die, but don't wanna try Don't wanna speak, but I can't lie And I know this sounds dramatic But my thoughts are problematic They loop like static prayer Whispering "you're not really there" Nothing to wake up for No promises in store No reason, no reward No finish line, no scoreboard If this is life, then what's the game? And why's it always filled with shame? Maybe I'll scream one day, just to feel the sound Maybe I'll run before I hit the ground Or maybe I'll sit, like always before Breathing in… With nothing to wake up formore
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