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I wrote this song about my mom. She used to be an alcohol addict and had several relapses in the past years. This song is about the manipulation that comes with alcohol addiction. But no matter how good someone is at hiding their addiction, you can see it in their eyes. Lyrics: verse got an invitation to a drinking party I will down all these bottles cause that's what you taught me I'll follow your footsteps into sweet disaster but don't you worry cause I won't remember pre cause I am just like the person I loved don't you see it now no matter the damage I put on myself it's you who makes me drown chorus cause something about those eyes got me all in my head got me wondering if there's some kind of sign that I'm missing no need for you to hide you are on my mind, all the fucking time when I look in your eyes I see all of the ways that you lie outro lie, bitch you lie to me lie, bet you lie to me lie, bet you lie to me right now right nowmore