You should only be yourself as in order to be genuine and to be real also your soul wants you to be yourself. You cannot be someone else and my song is about the struggle to be the real you. ALL OF MY LIFE - GALACTIC MIXES https://youtu.be/cTkbRv_gZA8 video more

the search for love Jayleebenjamin RELEASED 24/10/2022 I loved "like a prayer" by Madonna but also loved the other side of religion which is summed up in the song "it's a sin" by the Petshop boys. this track is in the spirit of like a prayer by Madonna dance mixes with messages of rhythm nation Janet Jackson and inspired also by Petshop boys and Trevor horns production. https://open.spotify.com/track/4f7UHgTRagd5kUyz1Q33Gk?si=9c4d4f1b048f4afb more

one of 5 new versions being released later on this year this song was originally written in the 1990s and was written before I returned to my original school and it was written about my childhood experience at boarding school and also my own childhood. Into the mix was the theme of abandonment and being alone and being different. I don’t think people understand sometimes how difficult it is to be different and how being like others makes things easier. It seems strange to be a different colour and won’t be white like everybody else in order to be accepted. Of course this seems ridiculous now but back then I didn’t have the understanding that and so losing friends saying goodbye to many people was a constant line of abandonment with no way of really saying goodbye. I guess that became quite clear in a dream I had recently of a boy who died who I knew I was fond of but died in his teenage years and I really never got to say goodbye, but I found that dream is telling me that this has happened so many times that the sadness and depth of that loss I have not recognised. free music downloads of JAYLEEBENJAMIN AND EXCLUSIVE VERSIONS OF songs Website: https://jayleebenjamin.bandzoogle.com/exclusive-music-downloads-and-free-music-and-discounted-streams#discounted-and-free-downloads more